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Pouring my heart out...
and it is still raining outside
This journal may contain adult concepts.
Created on 2007-06-20 21:49:10 (#13208132), last updated 2009-03-16
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Basic Info| Name: | silent star |
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BioFIRST OFF... MY OLD LJ WAS stalker_chick22 but I cant get into it anymore...
I am a not so typical teenager. I live in WA and as much as I love it I can't wait to get the hell out. I have had my heart broken way to many times to count. I don't trust people and I have issues getting attached. I am afraid that if I get attached and trust someone I am going to be let down and heart-broken in the end... I have decided that it is easier to keep my distance [but I end up getting close to people anyways]. About February of 2004 I considered suicide and since then (while I know there are better options out there) I still feel like life is pointless... I have even re-considered but I still have managed to hold on! I was on anti-depressants but lets face it they didn't help. I am 5' 7" and I now have red hair that was recently dyed and blue eyes. I am jewish and NFTY rocks... It is pretty much my life and my jewish friends are the people i feel closest to... I could go on forever about how WESTY is the best region but I will spare you and just say that "I'm leaving on a GREYHOUND don't know when I'll be WESTY BOUND, Oh babe I hate to go..." The people I have met through NFTY are truly life changing and without them I don't know how I would survive.
Yea ok thats pretty much all I feel like saying at the moment... love ya *hugs*
So this is my life... comments welcome - Riot
I am a not so typical teenager. I live in WA and as much as I love it I can't wait to get the hell out. I have had my heart broken way to many times to count. I don't trust people and I have issues getting attached. I am afraid that if I get attached and trust someone I am going to be let down and heart-broken in the end... I have decided that it is easier to keep my distance [but I end up getting close to people anyways]. About February of 2004 I considered suicide and since then (while I know there are better options out there) I still feel like life is pointless... I have even re-considered but I still have managed to hold on! I was on anti-depressants but lets face it they didn't help. I am 5' 7" and I now have red hair that was recently dyed and blue eyes. I am jewish and NFTY rocks... It is pretty much my life and my jewish friends are the people i feel closest to... I could go on forever about how WESTY is the best region but I will spare you and just say that "I'm leaving on a GREYHOUND don't know when I'll be WESTY BOUND, Oh babe I hate to go..." The people I have met through NFTY are truly life changing and without them I don't know how I would survive.
Yea ok thats pretty much all I feel like saying at the moment... love ya *hugs*
So this is my life... comments welcome - Riot
ConnectInterests (145):
12/14/07-10/2/08, aim, animals, anna, arabians, band, barrel racing, becca [wife], being held, being in love, bellingham, belly button rings, black, blue, bonfires, boty, bowling, butterflies, california, camp kalsman, camping, cell phones, chocolate, colorado (the horse), conversion vans, couches, cousins, cuddling, dancing, digital cameras, driving, durango, erin, eyeliner, eyes, fairies, falling asleep beside someone, family, flirting, flowers, forevers, friends, getting dressed up, grooming, halters, hand written letters, happiness, heartbeats, hearts, him, holding hands, holidays, honesty, hoodies, horse country, horse training, horseback riding, horsemanship, horses, hoshia, hugs, jew songs, jews, joe, keys, kimber, kissing, kittens, kow teh, kutz, kutznikim, lakin, laughing, life (sometimes), making up, mares, memories, messages, mohawks, moonlight, most piercings, music, my friends' musical talent, nature, navaho, new york, nfty, nftyites, notes, parties, pasta, phone calls, pictures, poetry, pole bending, ponies, programming, punks, purple, respect, road trips, sadona, safety, second homes, security, sex, siblings, simple pleasures, sleep, smiles, snow, soccer, stallions, stargazing, stars, staying up late, summer, sun, sunrise, sunsets, superman, surprises, swimming, t-shirts, talking, tasteful tattoos, texting, that house, the beach, the rain, thoroughbreds, trail riding, traveling, true love, truth, uggs, unicorns, vacations, vegetarian, vodka, water, weekends, western pleasure, western riding, wristbands
Schools:
Inglemoor High School - Kenmore, WA (2006 - present)
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